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i miss that bitch who ditched me for her trip,
come back soon my dear! |

I'm screaming up to ya.


first up, it's blog revamp .(hayley's fuckin endearing, that explains the love for paramore! :D)
what's over is over,i got em over and done with. (left with the h2s when sch reopens D:)
fri-sat : was with my bitch (: (y'know, I dread town utterly much on fridays, sheesh)
sun:spent with the family, hah mum and i made a formidable pair when we lashed our scolding fits at people, no kiddin' please ! :D - Samsung’s service spells of letdown, it’s simply terrible! (my poor g600 baby,gosh D:)


day was great with the soothing water waves caressing ya skin, the great dips ive not been going for since eons and ooh,not forgetting the sinful retail therapy!(immahappychildddd)
WHO WANTS TO SWIM WITH ME DURING THE HOLIS! :D

holis's here,at last, the long waited.
mar/chris: swthrt i am hre if u want it is me u will see i can hld u whn u reach for me nt random ah miss u :P
that's the kind of side notes that put a spark in ya day knowin ya still missed by a dear. thanks my ckonesummer girl, see ya soon lovely thang! (:

i miss the others too,jc life has a been a taxing one,it leaves no slight traces of time for me to lavish on chillin' outs with the dears ive not been seeing for god-damned long! D:
y'guys are missed ,badly.
meet up soon people! D: (It's ya and I, so cling to me my friend)

Hang in there my bitch, hold on to the faith that ya shalt ace and survive through it ,love ya #1 (:

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We’re gonna lose control


yesterday was a day which spells of anger, deadly pms spasms.
miserable at its best.
ndp rehearsal was awful,
my parents drove me up the wall,
(dont preach,ive got no say in my life, what's an individual deprived of basic rights, of THE say),
if im deemed as a rebellious child,tell me what's the root of the problem?
met love at night, she got the taste of my bitch fits too D: ,
yesterday night was just fuckin wrong,it ended on such a bad note.

(edited)
it always ended up indulging in material needs for comfort(she does all these to pacify me, why bother sometimes geez),
she said i was real insincere with her.
she dissed my friends,
she has no slightest idea that i do know how to draw a line.
she's somewhat the reason of my b-ups with my babes, she condemned them all.

i might just go nuts someday, Jesus . (do y’know ,ya got me begging ya for mercy at times)
till then, focus ,mids for h1s are next week, how soon! D: (we’ll make it right cbelle ! :D)

She's the sweetest taste of sin,love ya my bitch(:




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It’s more than I can say y’ll forever be my babe


my bitch's place,gloria jeans with my bitch.
dad &mum are holding another mother's day celebration because of me,
right y'know,guilt ,it just kicks in.

happy mother's day, mum.
i've been a wayward kid since young(i do realise,i dont ditch the fact though),
yet she loves me for who i'm(no,she doesn't know the darkest secret till now,
is ignorance really bliss)











she screams bitch,i go holler,that's my bitch.
(our love will never die,I walk with ya, Last Rose of Summer's day)

(edited!)
Alright, so mother's day celebration ended on a bad note,
She just bloody lost my precious thang, bloody hell.
Enraged, boilin, veins poppin, wtf! D:
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My best girl.




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(thanks bud,i'll miss ya!)

the unspoken magic that drew us close together,
fostering bonded buddyship,and relentless love.
the late nights of hittin the town together,
we went,'hey the girl is bloody hot',
we got the booze,and chilled.
how i used to crash ya house, indulging in cheap thrills,
how ya always there when my babes leave me,
"cheer up",ya said."she's a bitch,ya derserve better",ya continue.
how we go jamming together,ya strumming the guitar chords of secondhand serenade,"ya call"
how ya always treat me with huge lollipops,sweet and nothang less.
these reminiscences are sweet,i keep em close to my heart,
Girl,take care in taylor’s, i'll miss ya terribly.

yesterday was the last hug,
i'll see ya in months time.
take care,dearest bud.





I love ya,I always will.
girl, y're my bud, my love within!
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We're fated to pretend

le brudders hit the town, got gpp draft II done .
we chilled,we stoned,we cracked and flopped.

my ears are rottin, raw flesh, bared skin.
geez. (1's down for sure,gosh 3 more pendin and I might be left with 2! D:)
ooh,i got my new bagpack,at last.

now,get back to the books. it's high time,to f-o-c-u-s.
i really have to shed some weight,jesus.









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I broke for ya, I woke for ya

early macs, ccab-cj sports carnival, t20's camwhoring session,bonding session with the senior class(they're sucha sweet-tards,valerie's nice!:D), left with love(girl where did ya come from,ya got me so undone,xoxx) for town.

im burnt, totally. (i need a decent tan,now)

alright, heavy images.

























































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I took the chemicals we took to make our chemistry

my pi's pretty much on track, thank god.
TGIF yesterday and lovely day today.
school's a hard slog, bad, so bad.
i miss bud, darling meet up soon alright precious girl! D:
love's place, it’s phy with a tinge of chinese and bits and pieces of econs and her whines hah! (not very productive, hah !)
i wonder where has the "BEADS STREET" at queensway gone to! sigh; leave a tag if ya happened to know where it has shifted to, thanks!

speakin' of which, i can't wait to get the jerseys, awesome.
my life's haphazard, teensy weensy fragments of here and there, it's not complete, not as a whole at least.

here are the snaps,

like how much i detest bringin' up my past with my babes,
it speaks of nothang noteworthy but of instantaneous kick, buzz & desire.
ya may have no slightest clue how much y've transformed me, girl.
it isn’t ridin any more, but getting down on feet, stayin for good.
love ya love, ya annoying thang,
yet y're my favorite work of art girl (:
and now, at last, the moment’s divine.

i want my tongue pierce,geez. |

This just looks like the re-run

awesome,'we-le-bruddeeeeers' got the gpp done,
tz's house's rad, and I finally knew where’s chomp chomp hah!

the tedious week ahead is drivin me nuts, it cuts me open, rips my nerves and numb my brain.
sigh.


ya look so dumb right now, standin’ outside my house.
tryin' to apologize, ya ugly when ya cry girl.
what cuts ya deep, is nothing as compared to what we all felt,
we're outright thunderstruck, shaken and utterly saddened.
what's with ya darling fuck. |

I got ya babe


Life has never been well,
perpetual massive load of homework, ever-increasing number of exams.
just fuckin' kill me,some day. sigh.

that high-speed,swift advances, hell awesome-IDOL! ,
yeah i got myself, an idol! Jesus, he’s the bomb.

hang in there whatever that comes ya way love,
im here for ya,babe.

im contemplatin for a tongue piercin', ive gotten used to the navel's one i guess.
AND,I NEED TO SHED SOME WEIGHT.





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morale's low, fuck. kill me, kill me.

morale has sunk deep into the bottomless pit,
has stupidity gotten the better of me, or do i have intellect to begin with.
that's a onslaught on my ego for the fuckin first time,
fuckin' demoralizing,whoa.

i've to keep up with bro's,parents arent givin a helpin hand there either.
before i tripped and fell,
i'll make myself of worth, of great worth and consolation.

Bloody hell.

on a better note, thanks hun for yesterday,(it was classic,hah!love ya my dear,y're always there for me!:D -ya can fall back on me too,bud!)
35 bucks for a punchin a hole is such a rip - off,
abstaining from seafood is awful enough,what more, my booze.
wtf, i'll fight for my resurgence of my ego,
im gonna make it right. |