L'Romantico.

2008-05-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

relink me,
www.listenlikethieves.wordpress.com

i miss that bitch who ditched me for her trip,
come back soon my dear!

2008-05-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

I'm screaming up to ya.

first up, it's blog revamp .(hayley's fuckin endearing, that explains the love for paramore! :D)
what's over is over,i got em over and done with. (left with the h2s when sch reopens D:)
fri-sat : was with my bitch (: (y'know, I dread town utterly much on fridays, sheesh)
sun:spent with the family, hah mum and i made a formidable pair when we lashed our scolding fits at people, no kiddin' please ! :D - Samsung’s service spells of letdown, it’s simply terrible! (my poor g600 baby,gosh D:)

day was great with the soothing water waves caressing ya skin, the great dips ive not been going for since eons and ooh,not forgetting the sinful retail therapy!(immahappychildddd)
WHO WANTS TO SWIM WITH ME DURING THE HOLIS! :D

holis's here,at last, the long waited.
mar/chris: swthrt i am hre if u want it is me u will see i can hld u whn u reach for me nt random ah miss u :P
that's the kind of side notes that put a spark in ya day knowin ya still missed by a dear. thanks my ckonesummer girl, see ya soon lovely thang! (:

i miss the others too,jc life has a been a taxing one,it leaves no slight traces of time for me to lavish on chillin' outs with the dears ive not been seeing for god-damned long! D:
y'guys are missed ,badly.
meet up soon people! D: (It's ya and I, so cling to me my friend)

Hang in there my bitch, hold on to the faith that ya shalt ace and survive through it ,love ya #1 (:

2008-05-18T12:43:00.003+08:00

We’re gonna lose control

yesterday was a day which spells of anger, deadly pms spasms.
miserable at its best.
ndp rehearsal was awful,
my parents drove me up the wall,
(dont preach,ive got no say in my life, what's an individual deprived of basic rights, of THE say),
if im deemed as a rebellious child,tell me what's the root of the problem?
met love at night, she got the taste of my bitch fits too D: ,
yesterday night was just fuckin wrong,it ended on such a bad note.

(edited)
it always ended up indulging in material needs for comfort(she does all these to pacify me, why bother sometimes geez),
she said i was real insincere with her.
she dissed my friends,
she has no slightest idea that i do know how to draw a line.
she's somewhat the reason of my b-ups with my babes, she condemned them all.

i might just go nuts someday, Jesus . (do y’know ,ya got me begging ya for mercy at times)
till then, focus ,mids for h1s are next week, how soon! D: (we’ll make it right cbelle ! :D)

She's the sweetest taste of sin,love ya my bitch(:

(/edited)

2008-05-10T20:10:00.003+08:00

It’s more than I can say y’ll forever be my babe

my bitch's place,gloria jeans with my bitch.
dad &mum are holding another mother's day celebration because of me,
right y'know,guilt ,it just kicks in.

happy mother's day, mum.
i've been a wayward kid since young(i do realise,i dont ditch the fact though),
yet she loves me for who i'm(no,she doesn't know the darkest secret till now,
is ignorance really bliss)

she screams bitch,i go holler,that's my bitch.
(our love will never die,I walk with ya, Last Rose of Summer's day)

(edited!)
Alright, so mother's day celebration ended on a bad note,
She just bloody lost my precious thang, bloody hell.
Enraged, boilin, veins poppin, wtf! D:
(/edited)

2008-05-10T09:01:00.002+08:00

My best girl.

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(thanks bud,i'll miss ya!)

the unspoken magic that drew us close together,
fostering bonded buddyship,and relentless love.
the late nights of hittin the town together,
we went,'hey the girl is bloody hot',
we got the booze,and chilled.
how i used to crash ya house, indulging in cheap thrills,
how ya always there when my babes leave me,
"cheer up",ya said."she's a bitch,ya derserve better",ya continue.
how we go jamming together,ya strumming the guitar chords of secondhand serenade,"ya call"
how ya always treat me with huge lollipops,sweet and nothang less.
these reminiscences are sweet,i keep em close to my heart,
Girl,take care in taylor’s, i'll miss ya terribly.

yesterday was the last hug,
i'll see ya in months time.
take care,dearest bud.

I love ya,I always will.
girl, y're my bud, my love within!

2008-05-10T01:25:00.005+08:00

2008-05-04T19:25:00.003+08:00

We're fated to pretend

le brudders hit the town, got gpp draft II done .
we chilled,we stoned,we cracked and flopped.

my ears are rottin, raw flesh, bared skin.
geez. (1's down for sure,gosh 3 more pendin and I might be left with 2! D:)
ooh,i got my new bagpack,at last.

now,get back to the books. it's high time,to f-o-c-u-s.
i really have to shed some weight,jesus.

2008-05-02T23:48:00.005+08:00

I broke for ya, I woke for ya

early macs, ccab-cj sports carnival, t20's camwhoring session,bonding session with the senior class(they're sucha sweet-tards,valerie's nice!:D), left with love(girl where did ya come from,ya got me so undone,xoxx) for town.

im burnt, totally. (i need a decent tan,now)

alright, heavy images.

2008-04-26T21:13:00.004+08:00

I took the chemicals we took to make our chemistry

my pi's pretty much on track, thank god.
TGIF yesterday and lovely day today.
school's a hard slog, bad, so bad.
i miss bud, darling meet up soon alright precious girl! D:
love's place, it’s phy with a tinge of chinese and bits and pieces of econs and her whines hah! (not very productive, hah !)
i wonder where has the "BEADS STREET" at queensway gone to! sigh; leave a tag if ya happened to know where it has shifted to, thanks!

speakin' of which, i can't wait to get the jerseys, awesome.
my life's haphazard, teensy weensy fragments of here and there, it's not complete, not as a whole at least.

here are the snaps,

like how much i detest bringin' up my past with my babes,
it speaks of nothang noteworthy but of instantaneous kick, buzz & desire.
ya may have no slightest clue how much y've transformed me, girl.
it isn’t ridin any more, but getting down on feet, stayin for good.
love ya love, ya annoying thang,
yet y're my favorite work of art girl (:
and now, at last, the moment’s divine.

i want my tongue pierce,geez.

2008-04-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

This just looks like the re-run

awesome,'we-le-bruddeeeeers' got the gpp done,
tz's house's rad, and I finally knew where’s chomp chomp hah!

the tedious week ahead is drivin me nuts, it cuts me open, rips my nerves and numb my brain.
sigh.

ya look so dumb right now, standin’ outside my house.
tryin' to apologize, ya ugly when ya cry girl.
what cuts ya deep, is nothing as compared to what we all felt,
we're outright thunderstruck, shaken and utterly saddened.
what's with ya darling fuck.

2008-04-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

I got ya babe

Life has never been well,
perpetual massive load of homework, ever-increasing number of exams.
just fuckin' kill me,some day. sigh.

that high-speed,swift advances, hell awesome-IDOL! ,
yeah i got myself, an idol! Jesus, he’s the bomb.

hang in there whatever that comes ya way love,
im here for ya,babe.

im contemplatin for a tongue piercin', ive gotten used to the navel's one i guess.
AND,I NEED TO SHED SOME WEIGHT.

2008-04-13T11:11:00.002+08:00

morale's low, fuck. kill me, kill me.

morale has sunk deep into the bottomless pit,
has stupidity gotten the better of me, or do i have intellect to begin with.
that's a onslaught on my ego for the fuckin first time,
fuckin' demoralizing,whoa.

i've to keep up with bro's,parents arent givin a helpin hand there either.
before i tripped and fell,
i'll make myself of worth, of great worth and consolation.

Bloody hell.

on a better note, thanks hun for yesterday,(it was classic,hah!love ya my dear,y're always there for me!:D -ya can fall back on me too,bud!)
35 bucks for a punchin a hole is such a rip - off,
abstaining from seafood is awful enough,what more, my booze.
wtf, i'll fight for my resurgence of my ego,
im gonna make it right.

2008-04-05T17:46:00.006+08:00

lookin' between her mouth and mine.

love to hate it,
live to die.
oxymorons.
how bout,the world's revolving bout individuals?

here's the list of farewells,i wished i would never have said or to say these.

hey,booze,where are ya? (books are my dopes now, wtf)
hey buds/dear ones,where are the chillin' out sessions. chill out in the sch, yeah that's the fad,righttttttttttttt.(i miss a whole load of sweethearts!D;)
hey bud,where are ya? (meet me before ya leavin' for good, i'll always have ya in my heart girl, ya stood by me when she hit and left me,stranded, abandoned and totally wretched.i miss ya like fuck! D:. yeah,fuckin that much!)

got the hair chopped, hello semi -bangs with hairbands vogue craze!
let's hope it goes smoothly on mon, amen. (practically all piercings are infected now,geez)

(THIS BLOG'S DEAD!)
ooh yeah, i dread this year NDP though shoulder stand's awesome,gosh. wtfwtfwtf.

trust me when I say that i'll be ok go on girl.

xxCxxx

2008-03-22T10:44:00.004+08:00

I still hear her loud and clear

met up with sha for two consecutive days,aww miss ya like fuck alright my dear! D:
i'll drop by sa soon,very soon ! hah :D

yesteday was spent at love's house, vaios are that mesmerizin, no kiddin'.
speakin of which, i've got sucha whiny love,
she my lil hood thang .

and yes, cheers to the official fencers! awesome, sl &gy are in, hah ive bitchy mate and steph for company as well! :D

2008-03-14T20:45:00.002+08:00

She caught me off my guard

the week will be over in a wink or two, how so fast, i said.
well, it's awesome to see 1t14-ers yet again!
twin and toofy came back,aww and there, class lunch like how it used to be! :D

gosh,where're the rest of the 1t14-ers,missin y'guys like nuts &cherries! D:
then,love's place, and dined with mum.

step up 2, phenomenal choreography and dancers, clichéd directing and editing!

guilt kicks in, tears shed, ragin's boilin when they both knew and came to realise,
they drifted, grew apart and back again.
now they're back,
' welcome back ,my babes' so i spoke, with love and my heartfelt blessings!
love ya both, sweethearts! :D

i dig up my past, scarred and badly wretched.
i strayed, i hit and ran.
but now,cherish the love and hold on the faith, I've been blessed with the significant ya,
my girl, my lady, my boo .

2008-03-09T20:21:00.004+08:00

Give me faith in things unseen

parents drove me to town for haircut, then went to get my pencil box replaced with re's company and her mates,aww. (what a coincidence, love!)

she's outright amazed with my shirt pouch,what a silly billy! :D
chilled for a while, and we left. ( i miss ya always, sweetest! )

i gotta do somethang productive, now. jesus.
alright, freaknomics's thought-provoking, intricate yet everyday - kind - of situations tackled and discussed.

on a slight note,im meetin babylove tmr! FUCK,I MISS YA LIKE CRAZY GIRL! D: ,to hell with ya work and my sch.

what's wrong with y'guys,
what's left of us are faint traces of memories,
she's never mine, and it was never ours to claim.
y'guys should just give her a breather, she has her girl now jesus.
(hell,dont have me dragged in)

2008-03-08T15:31:00.002+08:00

Say hey for the one in a million

no one has said it'd be a bed of roses, a smooth-sailin journey filled with kick and buzz.
ya grabbed hold of every opportunity that comes knockin on ya door, capre diem, ya chose the destined route ya'll be headin to, strivin hard for.

i chose the jc route, havin to end up with less meet-up with the lovely angelic ones who stood by me all these while, rendin help whenever necessary, showerin love relentlessly.

im missin' every single soulmate, yes i very much do.
the reminiscences of all of us still linger despite how hectic life could be, how fast-paced thangs are progressin now.
i miss everyone sorely, the gess mates, baby, the 1t14 (first intake!), shal, the sweethearts, hun, sweetestgirl, vann.

2 years will be gone in a flash,
bro said it's high time to get out of the comfort zone and go all-out for ya goal.
hit on the intellectual books for a head start, chuck the love-sappy cliche novels aside.

no one said life gonna be stress-free, live with it.

back to freakonomics.
and awesome, g600’s drop-dead gorgeous, i label love.

Ooh, this blog will die in the time to come, soon. Very soon.

2008-02-23T23:35:00.005+08:00

Run like ya do
I'll be chasing ya

orient. finale,
burnin' hot,absolutely sizzlin' hot(solas pwns.)

i danced with ms yang,hah damn hilarious!
(fy,yc,tracie crashed! i miss y'guys terribly much, yguys will grow to love ac.take care there people! -1t14,as tight as ever!)
chilled with ben(sucker,like always hah !),shal(i miss ya like fuck my dear,hah keep in touch okay!i'll drop by sa someday with the cheese tarts! :D),wc,jenny!

alright, what's life without booze and cheap thrills, totally cut off from the nightlife,
but with added curfews, more rules and much worse than before restrictions instead.

im fuckin' dyin,ive awesome bitchy parents .
and amen, let 1T14 be as one, and aww pcme yet again! :D

2008-02-21T17:54:00.002+08:00

The days when I think I am losin my mind

praise the lord, for once im gonna be a cjcian again(gosh,i love brother paaaaaul like utterly much!hah!)

thanks to mr.kam(i owe everythang to ya,love ya mr kam thanks a whole load!), beeeeen!(hah i owe ya one ben,love ya for everythang sucker! :D), the it14s and all for the well - wishes.
[awesome,im gonna see ya again cbelle!:D]

it felt so great to have yguys back in my life, felt so awesomely loved to get those hugs from those cj mates. aww,hell awesome.

that aside,im gonna miss graciaaaaaaa!!( i hope ya good in pj) and sylvia!
and thanks to chris for the mentos ,geez could have flopped.
(HUN, SIGH I CANT SEE YA IN SCH ANYMORE! HAVE FUN IN PJ,XOXX MY DEAR, MEET UP SOMEDAY! :D)

2008-02-19T16:13:00.002+08:00

Be with me, my lord.amen, i pray.

1t14's the sexzzzz, yguys are such sweethearts that i'll miss sorely.
i love y'all,now and ever.

(get the snaps from me people, just give me a nudge online!)

i need a prayer, will ya dear lord. amen.
till then, the agony runs in the blood-gushin veins.

2008-02-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

amen,i pray always. "bless me o'lord',i beseech.

thanks for the chocos, the sugar-coated filled with love cookies,bites/earings/etc.
(1T14,yguys kick ass,thanks y'all, joel(omg,the email's touching hah!love the facils), cbelle for the rose(aww i love ya okay cbelle,hah! :D), sharl(love ya ,love the rose too! :D)

ooh,on a slight note the song dedication was outright hilarious hah! (aww,prissssy and sl! :D)

thanks to sg for the necklace, love ya buddddddd. (when I first saw ya I saw love girl)
and thanks to baby, girl what if i said we got each other a similar gift?hah, girl,ya read me inside - out, at ya fingertips alright! love ya, meet me soon,fuckin hell loads of misses babygirrrrrrrrrl! (damned jc life has been takin a lot away from me,jesus)

It kills me that I hurt ya this way,
girl, even though ya made me feel blue I still love ya.

awesome,we had a preaching session in the cemetery today. (how cool, tell me!)

2008-02-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

Amen, dear lord for all the pain I feel deep inside

alright, this is pretty dead. well, perhaps so.
anyhow. PS: DONT SMS/GIVE ME A HOLLER TOMORROW FOR I'LL BE AWAY! (i'll be back on sun)

gotta rush the gp essay now, jesus.
[sg, i'll try to give ya a holler from there to wish ya if possible okay,ol' well happy birthday in adv. alright,xoxx love! :D]

we're youth eternal, nothing more to become. dont pass the buck, blame it on the lord,or whatnots.
we bear the label of the sinner all these while, with nothang worth of redemption.
i beg for forgiveness still.

i got it all wrong, so wrong.

2008-01-27T08:21:00.000+08:00

There were times I gave up

Along with all the burning rage
That's been tearing through my heart
It killing me slowly
Every beat, I was falling apart

worst nights, awful days of self -reflection. (it's been hell this few days)
well,i'll start this with umpteen apologies and ends it with bountiful thanks.

to those whom actually dropped by to cheer me up yesterday, i appreciate it,so utterly much. (it was a pleasant surprise and im freakin touched,i swear) -jj,pl,baby,sh,lz and sweetlips!
thanks baby for the card,i love ya girl(ya ought to be few i shouldnt reject the call
but i did,and im sorry! )
thanks dearest for everythang y've done for me girl, y're my special girl now and always.
thanks to those who tried to get me back on track with the love-filled sms-es/tags/testimonials, thanks y'guys.
sweetlips: thanks for cheerin me up .im sorry i didnt know how to cheer ya up there, sorry for pushin ya away, sorry for dampenin ya mood as well.brace up my dear, love ya.

well,i ditched everythang for the thought of cjc, ironically ridiculous.
im sorry ,i had it all in isolation.
ol lord,if only ya'd just answer my prayers.

2008-01-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

My life is in denial

I think they buried me alive
I might have found, lost my soul
As the pages of my life unfold

thangs would have been bettter if i wasnt a headstrong bitch.
sorry for the rejected calls y'all.
till i see the light at the end of the tunnel, i'd live on a prayer, amen.
meetin y'guys in cjc was the best thang ever, i swear.

oh dear ol lord for this life i've lost the will .
girl, ya with me through it all, i failed ya and im sorry. (i was down, ya came to me and promised ya'd always be by my side,xoxx dearest. - with love always, ya, my darling sweetest girl)

to the rest, thanks much.

say a lil prayer for me and my life,
cause i aint livin' right, amen.

2008-01-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

Let's say a prayer together

lessons were a chore today, or rather i was pretty much out of my senses.
should have ponneeeeed.

hello,d'day(tomorrow!), bye rena!(ya pretty much on ya way to much hell fuck,torments and more agonies)

day was spent with kong and mich!(hah,ya damn adorable can gosh! :D) (xoxx,y'guys!)
thank god for em,i spent my last day with joy, aww.

fuck,how screwed.
my lord,do ya hear my prayers? ( below 13 , amen!)
Lord, answer the prayer of a poor ol heartfelt wretched young soul, amen.

im gonna run away after collectin the results tomorrow,i wont answer/reply any call nor smses,i know im utterly fucked inside - out.

GOD BLESS,AMEN!
(let the results be a comfort for me too, let my friday(all cjcians are absented from sch!) be a fruitful and well - loved one,amen.)

im going to sch tomorrow,whoa. ( i need a godsend miracle,badly)

it wasnt the contacts,it wasnt the eye infection.
it was the tears, it was the tension that's tearin me apart,
im sick of hidin from mum &dad that i teared, im sick of concealin every flaw &sin ive and committed,im sick of this impendin' breakdown.
sorry,i know im sucha emofuck,right motherfuck no booze,no shots,nothang but doom.

2008-01-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

In yourself, believe in ya, believe in me

release of Os's on thurs, im just countin down to my doom.

she's not expectin, pending for the best ,the cream of the crop.
all she needs,she wants,she hopes for is to stay in cj.
so bless her with ya love , may she bask in ya grace and shine lord.
may her results be a solace to her parents, her loved ones for hidin the truth all these while, it's a sin and i've sinned.

my mood's down - in - the dumps alike,
apparently, there's fuck in every sentence i uttered today,and well, for the followin days ahead too. (sorry people, fuck)

thanks for the chills , fret - nots people!
xoxx, ade,ben ,clarabelle ,ms tan. , shal,rebe and well mum &dad( it's an irony, don’t probe)

the apprehension is tearin me inside - out, rippin the nerves into gazillion pieces, and yes the heart, all shattered into smithereens!

I need a little more luck than a little bit

done with the rants, im off to finish up the work and practise the wave now.

2008-01-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

We missed out on each other now

alright so it was town,and town for the past few days.
results will be releasin' pretty soon,and that utterly ruins my mood, hell!

the entire week ahead is one hell of mental torment and mind-fuck,ol well.
amen, ol lord. (i seek for ya blessings!)
(i dont mind givin' treats please,hah. jesus)

so, i was the roots of ya misery,
i was the one who actually gave the cold shoulder. (like whoa, whoaaaaaa)
if umpteen times of repetition of the same ol reply doesnt get us anywhere, so be it, deem me as the sucker then. (ive enough)
ya used to make me laugh, show me love and respect girl, take care cause ya once part of my life and still bud.

alright,thou shalt get a grip and catch up on my chinese tutorials,geez!
PS: adorable villagerrrrrrrrrrr!

2008-01-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

Try to tell you that I love ya babygirl

issac lim's really harsh, hah 9 rounds ! but aww,everyone made it as a class !how awesome! :D (issac lim sure knows how to joke can! :D)

everyone was really bushed today, geez!
thank god the teachers are understanding,if not it'd been hell please! D:
after school, class outin plus joel &debra!:D (1T14 rockssss!) and celebrated ade's birthday!(happy birthday my dear,i hope ya like the chocos &yes,the card! :D)

ate at fep, everyone got hyped up on dare&dare! (it was disgusting, wild, and terribly insane hah!)
yuxuan,austern and me left earlier while the rest went to bowl!
and yes on the way back, a gess junior approached me for god-knows-why,hah it was utterly random okay! (gosh hah it's alright,I’ll take it as she's just a friendly sixteen lil thang!)

im shagged, gosh. (weekends are approachin aww! :D)
PS: 1T14, remember to finish up on the gp essay, and econs test next week!

2008-01-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

Down this long distance line tonight

let's cut this short, snappy and concise.

school, went ps to meet weiyi, left to meet jj, back to gess! , great ol' catchin up session with ms mah!
right, im off to hit the sack!( that's the cadence for jc life, fast &furious. well,that's it, and pretty please ol' lord may my Os results be good,im gonna stay in cj for good! )

PS: next week's gonna be one of hell of torment, it's practically 1 hour of chi or more from mon to thurs,fuck!

2008-01-15T19:42:00.000+08:00

There's a storm that's raging
Through my frozen heart tonight

i adore my teachers outright, hah! :D
especially that chinese teacher please, alright my chinese class is apparently like a clb class alike, everyone's practically conversin in english, blastin their mp3s , sms-in, talkin on the phone - well,that's for me hah! :X ( I did take down notes okaaaaay)

my gosh, the thought of havin to take A level chinese sends chills down my spine, it gets my heart thumpin like every split second (just like how it did when i got back my Os chinese,jesus.) - i wont scrape off with an A2 like how i did last time, godsend luck doesnt strike one twice, ah ! D:

and yes,lovin econs! :D (phy sucks, still! hah,im pickin the tempo now though!)

PS: sleep early please,sweetlips! D: (xoxxx)

2008-01-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

Another chance to get burned

the prayer ceremony &all was pretty draggy today, gosh.
school was fine (: ,
thanks for teachin me phy prissy &yc hah! :D
lunch with clarabelle,rahim,kong,damian,siyuan
,joseph! :D
dance was rad, guy dancers are such hotfucks! (this is an exception please hah!)

there goes, the hlf, hah ol well D:
apprehension of awaitin for the release of Os kills,bloody hell. (i know i'll get screwed pretty much,what else jesus)

on the side note,there's 2 hours of chinese tomorrow, gosh! (let me rot,and then die a unspoken demise D:) - ah,i want chinese bbbbbbb!
what more,school ends at 5pm tomorrow,how awesome.
ooh yes, im so elated to bump into ya mar! xoxx darling! :D

2008-01-13T16:26:00.000+08:00

Spare me from worse

met up with weiyi at tiong! (aww thanks for the 'immalegend'! it's been eons since we last met alright girl! take care my dear! :D)

apparently i screamed when i saw heartbreaker !hah ,i miss the gess sweethearts gosh!
then, sy and leon came! (didnt see em for utterly long except for leon hah! )

chilled and left, mum &dad came to fetch me home.

alright,im off to watch my immalegend! :D
ooh yes, my doom's imminent, results of Os is on the 21st. (watch me crash &burn ,jesus)
i need a prayer,amen!

2008-01-12T12:46:00.000+08:00

Y've got the warning hesitation pushed aside

yesterday was a pretty long day, jesus!

flopped during phy lecture, how great! ( i know nuts bout phy now,hah fuck! D:)

econs was alright (: , i suppose.

neri + shalene +damian + kong after school!

netball trial with shalene!(take care and rest more alright girl ! )

went to meet kong ,chilled at gloria jeans while waitin for benjamin to knock off! (i swear,ben looks absolutely decent when he's donned in suit and all hah!)

then timbre with kong,benjamin and sweetlips!(xo!) :D

jesus, kong &ben were targettin on me and well,on sweetlips too for the entire night please! (hah,kong ya gonna get it from me on mon man! )

(i assure those guys are real bitchy thangs okay,hah we went how like tight we're throughout alright,hah gosh i love y'guys can :D!(really tight alright hah! XOXX!)

booze,cabbed home!(benjamin, then me with sweetlips and then kong!)

hey, (L ) sweetlips!(xoxx).

(edited!)
motherfuck,some people just gotta get a grip!
spare her a break, why bother to poke ya nose into her affairs!
keith,i know we're driftin apart but take care dear girl! D: (turn a deaf ear to those hearsay!)

okay, so how am i gonna go bout doing my gp essay! jesus!
D:

and,yes lunch with kuan with jj was love, i love kuaaaaaaaany! :D
hah, then gwc and mum& dad came to drive me home.
(/edited)

1T14, ! :D (xoxx)

2008-01-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

Who has taken ya from crayons to perfume

lectures commences today,
pretty good for a start i guess. (but fuck,there's gp homework people, check it out! )
apparently, cj's detention is nuts, a good ol' 4 hours,jesus! (hah bloody hell,i was practically dodging and keepin' a lookout for y-know-who please!)
hah, on the side note,i feel that my class's motivated can! :D

went vball trial with the 1t14 and neighbour, neri &shaleneeee! dropped by to support hah! (i love y'guys,XOXX so much, 'huat ah!' )

i've not been booze-in for long, see what jc life has inflicted on me,gosh! D: (no more late nights,but hello worn out souls)
sweetlips, ya gotta stop feedin me with food hah! D: (xoxxx,To girl, with love)

2008-01-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

I be steady on my grind

it marks the end of cj orientation,
it has been hella awesome! (cj, flame onnnnnnnnn!:D)
my throat hurts like hell now, geez! and i swear cj games are sickenin’ inside - out hah!

YATTA pwnsssssss, gosh, we won the best house, hah amazin'! ( yattawattayatayata,banzai!)

i love my class, my ig mates, the ex facils of ig18 and it14! (XOXX!)

le finale night was overwhelmed with gusto,screaaaaams and the hyped up ones! :D

lectures start tomorrow,dreads. (i'll gonna flop, jesus)
im hittin' the sack now!

PS: sweetlips, read my lips, I'm into ya!

2008-01-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Maybe a little time is all the time we get

dinner with angel,jj,and lz! (misses people, i swear jj and i got real hyped up with our jcs hah :D! )

tiong's pretty foreign to me,it seems ol well.
partner,i hope ya like the presenttttt, shoppin date soon okay! love ya girl! :D

awesome, perhaps jj's crashin tomorrow!
and maybe for hun's on tues, hah greaaaaat! :D

i hope the new class tomorrow will turn out good,aww fuck i miss the ig18! D: (amen!)
EH NERI,I'LL COME AND LOOK FOR YA TOMORROW PLEASE HAH! D:

tennis trial and oschool hiphop tomorrow, utterly cool! :D
ooh, im missin those i've not been seeing for eons,gosh ! D:
le ig18! <3

2008-01-06T14:14:00.000+08:00

It's the perfect denial

alright, i'll pretty much spare the details of the games at police academy, well it's gross( we literally had mud baths hah!) , but hey it's one hell of fun ! :D
cj games are much to the extremes no kiddin, but who cares, they're fun hah! :D

jesus, i love the baga(??) dance, it's really groovy hah!

ig 18, y'guys have been totally awesome, the ig dinner and chillouts at fep stalkin that guy and thereafter were really hilarious! :D
and i swear our grp is that happenin, gosh how scandalous huh people hah! :D
I LOVE Y'GUYS HELL LOADS, it's such a pity we're splittin fuck D:
see y'guys around, and damiaaaann i'll come and find ya on mon please! :X
awesome ig mates,fantabulous facils!(EH NERI YA SEE THIS,hah believe me when i said i love ya alright,dont break my heart can with ya ' hot facils stuff hah!' and yes, love clarabelle too! :D)

geez, misses people! ( rahim's classic stoned look hah!(don't go for soccer,see ya in hockeeeeeeeeey! ) , rachel!(hah thanks for the massages my dear! gosh,caterpillar sure kills! D: ) , KONG!( hah, ya vulgar thang, creator of 'huat ah!' , and each and everyone in ig 18! )
' 1 2 3, 18 HUAT AAAAAH! ' - keep in touch guys, love y'all!

mon's gonna be boring, ah dreads. (please ol' lord, let em be in the same class as me)

PS : every inch of ya spells out desire girl, sweetlips y're the one I'm waiting for!
(biased thang, stop swoonin over ya zac hah D:!)

PSS: hey shaleneeeeeeee,i got ya name right this time hah! :D

ooh yes, here's the snaps!(i've got plenty of em in my phone but hey, all blur ones geez! D:)

ig 18 guys!

alex, joker much hah!

damiaaaan!

shalene &rachel, pretty girls!(XO!)

ig 18 girls, with facilsssss! :D

2008-01-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ya want some bourbon for the pain

im lovin my ig 18 ! (totally awesome, and yes cjc - tomorrow's gonna be another get - down - and - do -ya -thang in the mud, hah ol well it's fun!)
amen, i seriously wish that it'd last though!

alright, i hope i can make it on time to make a trip back to gess tomorrow, i want to see the orientation and ooh, my gpa! :D

every day was with love, and utter fatigue.

PS: my phone's alright now, my bad for the late replies people! ( apparently there are 33 unseen messages, my apologies geez! (stop whinin to me bitch hah, my bad :X!)

2008-01-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

One singular sensation.

cjc's , town, home. (orientation was awesome, i hope it lasts though!)
and right, kuan was spot - on, hah so much for the trust in me huh geez!

throat's being a bitch ,what more with the added flush and the god - damned - flu !
i cant wait for the weekends to come, i needa chill.

i couldnt even upload the snaps with em today, phone's such a goner please! (DONT SMS ME (call me instead), dead serious jesus!)
and to those, in jjc who are pretty pissed ,chill there! ( partner, gosh i hope i can pass ya the stuff soon enough, aww cheer up there and love ya girl! (: )

thanks for greetings bitch(xoxx!) and loser btw!

2008-01-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Revolutionaries say it's psychological war

awesome,
i absolutely love my girl, cranks me up like there's no tomorrow(le hyped ones), dearest -baby-sugar pie from ya head to toe,I want the world to know i love ya ! (:

and what's else, heart in the mouth but, praise the lord. jesus, like fuck please!

okay, i dread tomorrow, i loathe school. thank god for neighbour, hots and his girl, great le 132 matesssss! :D

She's the quintessence of making the grade, like always love ya bitch! :D

PS: side note, DONT SMS ME FOR THE TIME BEING, I GUESS MY PHONE'S SCREWED! (give me a holler if anythang's up)

2007-12-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

Finger on the trigger thats the up-town livin'

who spent the last day of the year,
layin in bed, restin, intoxicated under the drowsiness of the pills and
not havin to spend the countdown with the le sweethearts ,not havin to pop the shots and get absolutely wasted!

motherfuck,i swear it sucks to the bottomless pit, fuck!
im not gonna touch the medicine anymore, fuck.
i ought to be out, hell.

bear with me(i know i got to get a grip,jesus) , im rantin, whinin, cursin and howlin like a total bitch as though i got a powerful rush through my artery, an adrenaline rush so intense, so mind –blastin’!
motherfuck still, gonna sneak the booze back to my room and cont’d rantin to love. ( my bad for the motherfucks, more fucks and incessant bloody fucks! D: love ya suckerrrrr, girl y’ve my word alright ! )

bloodyhell. anyway, happy birthday again hengyi!

2007-12-31T01:37:00.000+08:00

Death is on the tip of her tongue and dangers at the tip of her fingers

im experiencin the god - damned sch blues, jesus. (let's hope cjc'd be good)
Apparently i ought to be snoozin, gripped in my sleep but,
im wide awake.

and i swear i've the worst love ever, she misses my screams more than the screamer herself! hah sucker man, i miss ya silly face buddddddddd!

Ooh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENGYI!

2007-12-30T11:01:00.000+08:00

Make the girl mine .

batam trip!

first stop : le handicraft store
dined at 'golden prawn' , yes seafood feast and booze!
massage: thrillin to senses, she's really good (though i nearly screamed to escalating tickles when she hit on the sensitive spots, geez hah!)
retail therapy - helloo polo shirt, gorgeous clutch !
and my bad,i didn't manage to buy any gums there D:
back to singapore, mum &dad got me my guess watch, now it's a strike out off that xmas list! awesome!

and now,for the snaps. (i could be out by now, hell the failin' body D:)

(hippie dad, we love booze :D)

(adorable love, grands!)

2007-12-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

Girl, look here. Calm down I'ma hold ya hand

awesome, though however pooped the whole family is, it's worth it.
my sexy #01 love got his license, great job bro! (it's his 1st ,ooh my!) (Apparently dad got his at the 2nd try, mum's at the 6th -hah! )!
Great, he can drive me to school/town now hah! :D

it was a pretty long day alright,
long ride to bukit batok(poor dad,aww!) ,
long hours at lotone with parents!(hell,i totally dread that place!) ,
long hours of stonin at starbucks, waitin for bro.

i'll be away for batam tomorrow(jesus, let's hope mum &dad(bro ditched me okay,boos! D:) like the place if not it'd be a day trip, jesus! D: )

don't contact me tomorrow, i'll bring gums back hah! :D

ah ,im gonna miss my sexy love, how can ya dump me like this broooooooo D: (fuck man, hah!)
ol well, it's only a day trip anyway hah!

take care people, and misses too that utterly demandin thang, y'know i love ya girl!

and , have fun at sentosa tomorrow people, gotta catch up soon huh.

2007-12-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

hey ladylove, im for real.

kickstart of jc life in 6 days time, holis' endin fast &furious for the jc takers.
how saddenin' , i dread it please. (no booze, farewell late nights and kiss - the -polished nails good'ol-bye!)

btw, the groupings for cjc are pretty screwed alright!
(hots in ig 1, hot's gf in ig 19, eugene's in ig 23, leon's in ig 25 and im in ig 18? D: apparently, no one’s the same grp as me, jesus!)

bro's drivin test commences tomorrow, the entire family's going out to offer our moral support hah! :D

on a slight note, hey hun , ya the rocker! hah gosh,i love talkin’ to ya bud honestly! :D (thanks btw!)

and ooh ,bud's comin' back on the 29th,and im leavin’ on that day, good grief.

i don't deny ya pretty much different from the rest i used to have, ol well im not used to this frankly speakin'.
but, give me time i'll show ya le good love and protection claimed, makin' me ya selection girl.

2007-12-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.

241207
countdown at town's a bummer, le spray-foam rampage, we became the target - ons. (pretty helpless havin not to be armed with one hah!)

bottomline: it sucks, big time!
should have just crashed the arena instead, geez! D:

on a good note, bud called to wish me merry xmas! fuck, i miss ya and i guess i wont be seeing ya for time being girl, get ya ass back here sucker! D:

251207!
town with baby! (this year i gotta spend it with her hah, aww i swear i love ya babylove, im not biased! first place girl that's where ya belong! (: )

(ooh,that's baby, that's my girl)

caught national treasure &chipmunks for the second time, pretty good. i was wide awake to my amazement!

(snaps some other time perhaps, babygirl's in chalet! take care!)

then, we went on separate ways.
sugar, i hope ya like ya present there and thanks for yours! (girl y'know y're the only one in my life).
and ooh , thanks for the bear pal!
261207!
my bad, i didn't realise, not a bit guilt-ridden of the fact that i've been sucha sinner and a god - damned - wayward kid. i've awesome parents! (i was wrong,they not only fulfill my materialistic needs, they shower me with love - i love ya mum &dad)

they drove me to changi beach for the lovely sea breeze when they saw me poppin the shots (it's kind of a telepathy they knew im out - and - out down in the dumps) .

mum: don't drink anymore, let's go out !
me: righttt.

it was awesome, ecp - long beach and home.

gosh, bro got his longines watch! i want my guess watch now, mum &dad!

2007-12-23T19:03:00.000+08:00

she got me fiending for her love

awesome.
i was all alone, lone, bored stiff at home. (mum & dad were out to buy food back(right, apparently im tired to step out of the house!) , bro's for his drivin' lessons and maid - on leave, chillin out)

but aww, bud crashed before she leaves for the airport! )':
im gonna miss ya absolutely god - hell - much girl, my bad i couldn't send ya off! D:
ps2 showdown, cheap thrills of cookin' instant noodles(geez!) and the promise - list!
(girl, take care of yaself there, don't ya get hook up with the thai belles or tere's gonna skin ya alive hah! :D see ya soon!)

alright, bro's back , so it's booze time.
(now,where's mum &dad,geez)

ooh yes,
PS: WHOSE IN IG 18! (to those who're in cjc) - give me a holler or leave a tag thanks!

[edited/]
right, here's the xmas wishlist, any sweettards willin to get em for me! :D

a polaroid/holga

ralph lauren - Tweed Big Pony Tote

CJC/ACJC (jae 2008!)

GUESS, Silver G-Logo Watch!

no god - damned - drama - ramas!

mum , dad &bro!, to accept who i really am, confession of my guilt, my identity( if this wish was granted, i'd be more than elated than em havin to fulfill my materialistic needs. dead serious)

Bestowed with godsend wisdom, (hah right, I think im dumb! D: )

[/edited!]

2007-12-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

Lipstick, I might kill ya or kiss ya

yesterday:
town + village with hun, first - rate catchin' up moments, national treasure - excellent movie, packed with suspense, good actin, plot, from beginning to end.
awesome, brace up there btw hun, we'll make it through.
(ol hell fuck, but it's rena im speakin of, i'll pass it, i will)

im out to get my men's shirt, i think they look cool ,right.

on a slight note, i've yet to get the xmas gifts! jesus, kill me!

[edited!]
queensway!, thanks for the wall decoration! , town (hell, the mens' shirts don't fit me to a t, i wished i had got well, broader shoulders? a masculine physique, ol well D: . ) , i ended up in zara spendin a bomb instead!(mum's treat anyway hah!) , made mum walk back on foot (she was whinin' like a bitch, hah i forbade her to call dad for a lift back! :D)
[/edited!]

aww, family dinner for xmas celebration tmr! :D

2007-12-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

She cries real tears
In her bed tonight

' gettin wasted for such is simply stupid '
awesome,i dont practise what i preach , im the stupid one.
ol well, it's an impulse, yes i dont usually do.
this time,i fell. right,fuck.

well, thanks leo,vann, and aww essa for sendin me home last night! :D
yes, we're back on terms again, i love ya alright bud! (:

alright,i'll update when im back from town + mma thang (gosh, i'd love to join y'know,jesus! D: )

ooh yes,awesome. i'll see neighbour in cj too! :D

2007-12-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

i've got alot to say,
a plenty of thoughts.

but then again,
the fingers died on me, the reality hit upon me,terribly hard.
im used to it, take it im takin thangs in my stride.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue. let's vent it on the booze ol well,that's what we always do.

btw, HEY HUN,GOSH YA SURE ONE OF THOSE I LOVE TILL HEAVEN & EARTH COLLIDES,WITH A LOVE SO DEEP ALRIGHT! rock on,love ya absolutely hell much. thanks! :D (awesome,ya never fail to try to get me back on track)

2007-12-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

Guess I was wrong, so wrong

badminton, alvin &chipmunks(aww,love!), and yes, the out - and out screwed up,so artery-flushin temper.

i'll fuckin' get over it, fuck so much.
on a happy note,aww gonna fetch love from the airport in uh,6 hours time. (i miss ya,utterly bad !)

2007-12-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

I got a love, and I know that it's all mine

awesome,hell awesome.
it's no longer lovin' jjc for what it is, ,it's the love of my life, out- and - out hyped up and belov'd, cjc! :D (well,i think brother paul's adorable okay, gosh he's smiley!:D)

hah,see me in cjc for first 3 weeks,awesome.(hot's there too,aww)
so dad drove me to cj then jj and back to cj, followed by town and bumped into mar so i crashed her crib! :D (gosh,i miss ya loads half!:D she neglects me for work though,girl ya suck please hah!)

and ooh,aibi's here. ooh great!

#11,
like love a love I know I'll have,
The girl that I want, she'll be mine, she'll be fly, and it'll last,
I see ya face and I can't let go,
ya in my dreams and my heart!

2007-12-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

How does she know ya love her?

apparently, it's 10 days away from xmas !
i've run out of ideas, those handmade knick-knacks.(so pardon me if y'guys receive the presents late,my baaaaaad! D:)

and,i've become such a sucker for hugs, hah!
ooh yeah,im dyin of the pendin apprehension, immense anticipation . im holdin' on to the touch of faith, ol' lord. bless me, geez.

Shorty had them Apple Bottom Jeans
Boots with the fur
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the floor

2007-12-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

Le ultimate

kind of got over it, yeah. im good now ! (love jjc for what it is,right)
thanks bud,i love ya utterly bad (:

Whenever I was down
Ya were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what y've been to me
Y'll always be the girl , now look, I couldn't imagine life without ya!
In my life for all times

ol' lord, be with me btw. i cant afford to screw it up jesus ,amen.

2007-12-13T11:16:00.000+08:00

I took the chains off my soul
And now I'm in love

awesome. (well,i guess it's a powerful punch of mixed emotions, happy or not,beats me? )
thank god for the people being posted to jj, i see a shimmer of sunshine.(hah,it's a whole load of us :D)
right, so much for my first choice geez! (should have put cj D:!)

yeah, i'd love to have cj though,aww hell.
and yes,apparently, as a matter-of-factly, school's reopening on 2th jan. (cut us some slack will they,we need more ressssssst,jesus!)

ooh yes, please leave a note on the tagboard if ya were posted to jj too!

2007-12-12T19:14:00.000+08:00

She would be my queen, I could be her king

awesome 12th, though without booze and bud(xoxxxxxxxxxxxo!).
well,
nail culture's, molecule's, pepper lunch, cocktails and home.

gosh, love sent back a Polaroid that made us all go 'aww,that's our dear boy'.
fuck,im missin ya till heaven &earth collides, like the incessant gushes of the fast-flowin stream down the mountain.
1 week more, jesus. im waitin! )':

tomorrow's the doom's day, ooh great. i need the booze, more booze and pretty much a hangover for god's sake.

#11, ya sucha difficult thang love hah!

2007-12-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

im a victim of circumstances

if ya could just slow down ya pace, toss the booze aside, stay sober for once -quit being so wasted but instead wonder and realise how much ya shuttin out has done to me .

nothang has gone up all in smoke, why wouldn't ya understand this.fuck.
no wonder i hate that so much, see what it did, it ripped us all apart.

awesome,ya fuckin awesome. (ya maturity totally left me dumbfounded for nuts)

thank god, she's takin care of ya,thanks bud!(misses btw!)

and yes,the rain ain't makin my days any better, right.

2007-12-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

Cuddle up, satellite service.

life has been a bore,
4 more days, my life would been spiced up, electrified and being a total b-u-m-m-e-r.
right, it's the PAE jc postin thang.
gosh, ol well.

and, i want that job at gloria jeans badly D: !

awesome, love's comin' back in 10 days' time ! :D

lovestoned, no. 11.

2007-12-07T12:50:00.000+08:00

I'm head over heels, head over heels, for that cover queen.

i've been runnin, shuttin out from the melodramatic drama - ramas all these while.
it's such a pain in the neck, a total pain.
it saps on ya energy, i was close to givin up. no, i never fail to give up back then.
I've hit, loved and left the tears.
cause for all i said and believe it wont last,it ends.
i lack of the courage, the focus, the faith.
they screamed, we wallowed in grief, we moved on and eventually, we've become such buds, thanks for standin by me y'guys.
i wish to hold on this time, take a sip and savor the taste of faith.
ol' well I never been much for admitting thangs,
that's why it's all so hard to say,
that I'm head over heels in love with ya kind of insanity.
(sugar, im serious.ya made me melt,vaporise and totally liquefy!)

(mar,vann,wy &kei : thanks so much for everythang back then and now, i love y'guys much! fuckin rock my life,rockers!(: )

wy: of all,i knew i owe ya the most. much misery caused by the to - and - fros,
perhaps, i was wrong and girl ya were right. im fine with it if ya want to judge me ,i've no say in that. I'll be there with a listenin' ear, a warm hug if ya need me pal. i promise, always here.

(no,definitely not an emo post. i speak my mind.)

2007-12-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ya are the queen in my future

i cant wait,

- to get the walls done, picturesque with a tinge of classy in the swirls, a touch of feminine beauty.

- to pend for ya homecomin' , a nice warm hug is all i need from ya dear love! :D (le misses , the longin for are killin me bro!)

- for the day trip out of this island, gosh. (i cant wait, overwhelmin' thrill's kickin in!)

- for the kick - start of the hiphop lessons!

alright, does anyone know where to get absolutely exquisite and exclusive xmas gifts? (jesus,it drives me nuts.) - i'll better off get the letters settled first!

couldn't tell if ya were feeling what I felt for ya,
So I nonchalantly tried to play it cool
I'm tired of lyin.
but I get lost when I look in ya eyes,
cause my love is so hard to disguise.
got me in a spell and now I can't deny ,
girl ,I'm hypnotised (the whiny lil thang i love!)

bud, ya go on and cont'd with ya shuttin out,fuck. (why don't ya get it my dear? D:)

hey, aww ya still remember every ounce ,every inch, every microscopic bit of it. i know it's the 6th, and i hope ya doing well (: . take care there please !

2007-12-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

No more, just friends

fuck,i totally abhor drama-ramas to the core, with a hatred deep like the Mariana Trench. -i didn't want it to be ya.

i thought ya read me like a book, inside - out. It has always been that 4 months back till now(cmon,y'know it!). jesus, what do ya expect of me now bud?

2007-12-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

Well I’m not paralyzed
But I seem to be struck by ya

brunch with kid !( i'll die laughin by lookin at ya alright sweetheart,hah!) , aunt &mum , winsland house , body scrub(thrillin to senses), mandarin hotel's.

how much i hate drama-ramas my dear, pretty please don't be the one the god - damned - one to start it with me. ( i'll treat as if i know zilch, Jesus. Rockin' good still?)

guess im really insensitive, not havin to notice, not havin to realise , not havin to react.

2007-12-01T12:02:00.001+08:00

It's almost too intense to verbalize

From here and now, forever girl
I said I love you
When I tell you I love you
It means I always will be there

so dad drove us to the expo IT fair(well,speechless, a place of hell !)
and had dinner! - that's when i bumped into hun! (jesus, hah aww i miss ya hell much! :D -XO!)

bon voyage to those leavin for indo tomorrow,aww.
(misses!)

y'know how much longin for ya call sucks so badly my dear love, come back soon will ya ! ) ':

2007-11-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

underground was for sinners

fort cannin and its scenic beauty, beautifully green, and enchanting silence.
awesome.
(any of such places for recommendation?)

and,yes.
happy 1st,dearest spooky! (who cares bout pumpkin,aww hah! :D)

ooh, here's the miss - the love - list: (sweethearts that i've not been seeing for eons D:)

- hun! (gosh, ya busy man! make time for ya bud here alright,hah dont go mia on me boy! D: hah,i miss ya like fuckin much okay! D: - i miss ya faceeeeeee! (XO!)

- sf! ( when's the bump - into again at town. the 'see ya around' hah!)

- hots! ( we gotta catch up real soon huh!)

- le dears! (yes,every single of ya ! D:)

- halfy! ( girl, i bet ya have me all forgotten D:!)

-sm/sd! (hah, by the way she's back,it's back - to school time! D:)

everyone changes, though however cliche, it speaks of the truth.
ol well, im at a loss of words. but thanks for ' i'll still be there for ya' , with love and take care there!

2007-11-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

I wanna love ya

From my mouth to yours
I like ya.(x100)

drop by baby's to pass her the stuff! (hah,jesus i've to impersonate as a real potential customer okay!) (babygirl,ya should stop workin ! D: gosh, im so gonna yell now hah!)

enchanted with wy at cine, thanks for the treat my dear!
- an unexpectedly delightful revisionist fairy tale, 'what a true love kiss' .
met aunt.(aww,she's sucha sugar please!)
left,met baby for dinner! hah,nuts. she's workin 11 hours straight! jesus,good gracious! D:

22 days left, pendin,strugglin and seekin after.(fuck,be back soon my love. missin ya like nuts &cherries and hell much more!) D:

2007-11-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose

awesome, i got my novel! (nothang beats the indulgence in novels, sippin the caramel frap with sugar-coated whipped cream on top, ah sinful!)
-it kills my time ol well!

ooh, my baby's a lil haywired there! D: (aww,i love ya girl. im always here,XO!)
and yeah, gastric pain with agonizin’ cramp kills. (it does,hell does!)

seaaany, thanks for the forget - me - not note! (kind of saddenin' how we've all drifted apart,boy!) we'll be all good again,soon promise.
ya arent forgotten too darlin, i do remember those times ya were there for me and i'd not being changin bud, it's simply too thorny for me. aww,hell XO anyhow! :D

2007-11-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

every glance is killin' me

pipin hot xiaolongbaos, lipsmackin lamian!(love, let' have late lunch instead next time hah geez!)
walk-a-bouts! (aww, kid's brainy today, gosh. hah how astounded!:D)
okay,job interview was like,done in a snap? (jesus,tell me in any sense why the person hired me too! hah, gosh. that shows how fantabulous she is please!) -should i work,or not? pretty much in a dilemma.
then ,mum.(got AX!) - ooh yeah, mum's gettin all freaky nowadays!
and, met my sexy #01 belov'd love! :D (gosh, good ol' 23 days,fuckin have me killed now please.)
- ya presence will be sorely missed bro,fuck! ) ':

bloody hell, my #01's leavin tomorrow. (he doesnt want me to send him off alright,aww hell. ) ': )

fly me to thailand,pronto!

2007-11-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

I just wanna treat ya name like a whisper on my skin

it's been 2 days, and i miss that suckerpskianoob! D: (damn, i wanna go to indo too!)

today's agenda:
job hunt with kid, kid's god-damned-(withoutlove) bully hah!,walk-a-bouts town,bump into oldy!(: ,patronised baby's and home.

i want to leave singapore,utterly bad.
town's lackluster ever since my rocky's dead gosh! D:
and my sexy #01 belov'd's leavin for thailand on wed,screw this ! )':

and ,i guess im not cut out for workin! hah,im not kiddin! D:
everyone should cease workin,jesus!

2007-11-25T10:19:00.000+08:00

No hostage has been held like I've
Been holding mine but I'm just fine

well, the prom' s snaps(these are just a portion of the entire load of em.gosh!)

(i miss this suckerpsnoobtard! come back to sg sucker! D:)

2007-11-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

Got so close to love

so yeah, got the hair permed. (hello now,oldy hah!)
late nights, booze(i just realised how fuckin frail i am nowadays,jesus), early wake- up calls sapped on my energy so much.

kill,me.fuck(so im like the marionette with its strings cut and knotted)

sent es off,im amazed that i didn't tear.(perhaps,im hell fatigued!)
IM GONNA MISS YA LIKE NUTS &CHERRIES -SO UTTERLY FUCKIN HELL MUCH BUD )': ! (i hope ya like the video okay,yeah keep in touch sucker! (XO!)

ooh,the throat's killin me,not to forget the ulcers.

2007-11-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

Got my head on straight, I got my mind right

hey, (_____,yknow who im referin to!)
im hell fuckin sorry that i wasnt there for ya when it happened. (fuck,i would have bashed up the ass,have the sucker whacked inside - out).
i hope ya alright please,fuck.take care there, im really sorry.
give me a holler next time,always here alright D:

and,darling i hope y've read it and yeah i meant it alright (: .take care,with love my dear.

ooh yeah, kuan rocks my socks utterly much! (what a fatherly figure that i actually look up to,gosh he's the bomb!)

im lazy to upload the prom's snaps,it's a great load of em. (jesus).
-nudge me if ya want ya snaps,btw.

yes,im dog - tired. gosh!

2007-11-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

A fraction, seduction, attraction

please, my temper do has its limits,
it's at the brim,im strugglin hard to keep my cool !
le bitch at home is drivin me ,nuts!

fuck,the chalet's.
now this. (im stagin a cold war ,im rockin' good with it .cmon,what a bitch)

prom snaps?videos?(later,perhaps. -not till ive shimmered down.)

what the bitch!

2007-11-19T08:08:00.000+08:00

Whisper's "Hello, I've missed ya quite terribly"

time check : 8.08AM ( what early hour,geez!)
cause, a nightmare smeared with stains of blood, gruesome gashes on the throat and bloodshot eyes freaked the wits out of me! D:

jesus.if wouldnt been that,i'll be still in my beauty sleep !
(so much for the beowulf’s aftermath,hah wth!)

'i dreamt that baby died(she died a painful death please,hah!D:), and faint memories of many close ones.'

hah, prom's later in the day.
(i'll better get back to my bed!D:)

2007-11-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

This is total neglection

The moment when our gazes met,
I felt an adrenaline rush, cause in my heart,'im screamin' i love ya, and miss ya so much baby!'
However no, I went 'fuck'.
It’s just how much I’ve missed ya girl, and I still taste ya in my life.
Ya cursin, wallowin in ya tears how heartless I am, how insignificant ya are in my life (have ya ever wondered how much I love ya girl.)
Count the number of times we've been to and fro, the number of times tears have been shed by the both of us?
I still feel, yes. (I don’t deny)
How I wished I could walk up to ya face and have ya back in my arms baby girl.
Fuck, i knew I’ve gone too far this time.

yes, it's pretty censored.
cause, my mood's down in the dumps now. (if only she knew)
ooh yes, 'beowulf' is outright gruesome,both inside - out.

2007-11-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

even though I try to play it off ,
Im thinking bout ya all day long girl.

amazin, shoppin of prom's stuff pretty done.
ooh yes, pretty please, (yeah) . give me a holler! (outright urgent , I need em by mon! D:) if ya know where to get bouquets of black roses! :D

the beauty of black roses is just allurin, it got me down to my knees.
A beauty so rare and pure, it' d make human eyes bleed and burn.

not to forget, the dancers as well. Simply enchantin!

darling,ya sure have ample of stalkers huh girl! :D (xo!)

2007-11-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

for a moment ya can hardly breath

sigh, cursed and awfully screwed.
tell me where a bloody miserable, hell pathetic ,simply trash 15 gets me to?

well, go ahead . i know my mood is way highly erratic for words,fuck.
right,im out now or i'll be late.
(jesus,i may even get any substitute to vent my relentless rants now, bloody hell)

Or hand to hold, or hell to pay?

2007-11-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

like a fool, I did for ya

well,spare the details before the chalet i guess.
(the words from the clasped lips all ran together when the tears began to flow, y'know she's all crushed.
angst.
wretched.
thunderstruck.
tinge of melancholy.
she wished she was all intoxicated in the drunken stupor. )

i had enough,i'll fuckin' take my leave.

nonetheless,chalet's rockin good!
(hey, well much apologies(my bad) for the fucked up bitch fit huh,thanks though!)

snaps?(with wife and es!)
yeah,happy 16th casper! :D

2007-11-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

A stubborn heart remains unchanged

C'mon, am i really lifeless, crushed inside or was it town that's totally dead, too dead.
hah, i aint gonna town for the time being, jesus. (new chillouts, people)

met baby! at town (it's been eons since we spend moments together girl, hah she cracks me up, just like that! (love ya, hell loads! XO)
-i'll be sendin out the buddy letters soon enough, check ya letter post or y'guys can just drop by and collect from me hah! :D (right, rena's a lazybummmmmmm)

saw, baby’s friends (hah, i find em real hilarious!), sm/sd! (gosh, i missed her so much bud!), es and dearest kid hah!

prom's overrated ,geez. (black &white's rockin sexy though, elegant classic)
-geez.cause i want it with the blazin hot downright sexy vest,with the allurin hat plus the satin-made stunnin pants plus the drop-dead gorgeous heels( damn,andros are like ,freakin hot?)

perhaps, im gonna pon with baby hah! right, let's see how it goes.

(this post is god -damn - brief, cause im off to watch my L Word (highly orgasmic!)

i need the rest of the L Word seasons! D: (1's down, now)

she never fails to put a smile across my face with her silly faces, aww. (love ya ass! :D)
im out yeah, this is kind of drivin me nuts, and there, i need a breather. (and she said,’ she’s rockin good without me‘. -Yes. my sentiments, exactly)

2007-11-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

Built up so much it crushed us everyday

O's over, and done with.
shopped with the dears. (jesus,i feel like skippin' prom now)

pieces of memories fall to the ground,
Through it all, I made my mistakes.
Right or wrong she's gone
im crushed.

fuck,bro's leavin for thailand cause of army. hell fuck! ):
i need some sparks, a touch of ignition back in my life,
blazin enough to have my heart skip a beat,yet again

gosh,bro ):
sigh,and fuck!

yeah, i thank the sweethearts . with them, i survived my Os alive, and kickin'! :D

2007-11-10T19:38:00.000+08:00

Dont ya wanna feel my bones on yours,
drop ya jaw and coax me

I gave my all for ya,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walkin on broken glass,
better believe I bled.

long hours of solely chem. with partner today,
gosh, im whacked.( i bet she's too,geez)

met parents,
im gonna get my Polaroid soon. aww, utter love.

gosh, i'll just shut myself up in my bedroom and mug. (i abhor the sight of them -it irks me,that much, ooh bitch!)

hah,jesus.im in no mood for shoppin of prom, let alone movies. (geez,im drained)

aww.my bitch gets me rollin on floor,hah!
she's a sweetheart who takes my words so seriously :D
much love,darling!

2007-11-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Senorita, I feel for ya

aww,i miss my lovely group like nuts &cherries.
and ooh, belov'd kuan too! D:

slept through the day(bro too,jesus),
my body gets so feeble I can hardly stand,hell.
felt as though my bones were shattered to smithereens. gosh D:
someone owes me a toes &neck massage btw, i dont care hah! It’s ya fault pleaaaaaase!

ooh yes,hun's rockin' good alright! :D (he got into top5 for the 98.7 comp,yes)
win a ps3,and i'll be meetin ya soon huh pal! :D
hah,i miss ya btw,ass (:

Gladys(?!), get a grip,i dont even know of ya existence alright! (jesus,run along bitch!)
how superficial girl, lookin at thangs at such a shallow level.
pathetic, ya cant even tell apart what lovers and playmates are.
(try harder,ya aint gonna get ya way through by sowin discord )
hey bud,y'know I love ya alright girl! (: (cause,bud,y're the best)

2007-11-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

In my face I chill, because my mind is playing tricks on me, now fuck that

jesus, someone get me back to my books! D:
hah, guess i gotta hit the books dead soon.
focus,yes.i'll do it. (i'll study tmr,kthxbye!)

i should start gettin sweethearts to mount faber, hah! (mr.tan said it's a allurin night scene(ooh-lalas with enthrallin lights), aww .

and ooh,im sendin out buddy letters,aww :D( i want hugs from y'guys upon meet - up rockers!)
im missin those whom i've drifted apart from D:!

bro's utterly unfeelin today, he claimed my hugs have him suffocated. how mean!
hah,my #01 love's back with me.how dear (:

2007-11-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

And if love is really forever, I'm a winner at a losin game

ooh yes,mum's a bitch today.(ol well.dad's such a sweetheart though(; )
nothang's new,anyway.
(sorry there btw,sweeets!)

i've been in a,
lay-back, pop the shots- hit the music rave party mood lately jesus,damn( i need to get my hands back on books,i think i'm losin my grip! hah D:)

aww,drop - dead gorgeous.

' why bother havin a girlfriend when y've me right! haha"
whatever life puts ya through, I'll be there for ya girl,i love ya fuckin much bud! (yeah, thanks like always.)

2007-11-06T01:38:00.001+08:00

2 years back,
i experienced a radial change of my life, shocked but nonetheless, acknowledged.

2 years later,
under the influence of Os i knew somethang destructive will just have to happen.
this time,somethang far more drastic and contradictin.
jesus.
who has expected those appalling words out of my clasped lips,none so far that i could name.

god damn it, my life's that contradictin.
i've learnt to take responsibility for my actions i guess,bitch.
what a turmoil of events,fuck.

where's kuan,sigh.
(bitch,i've no adults to seek to.)

(my rant bout my screw- up life, guess it's better left unsaid ?)who knows.

hey buddy,chill sweetheart. pretty much still ya whiny l pal alright (: love ya!
thanks for last night,sweet one! (perhaps, get use to the new change huh)
i need some thrills in life, im on the very edge of sanity(beat it,im wacked in the brain,in my soul.whatever)

where's hunnnnn,i want my jumpy good- ol -date! D:
(i miss ya paaaal!)

bring on the booze,on the hard cold edge of the rooftop dead in the night. takers?

for once,i wished O's isnt over.
focus during the muggin period was ,well. amazin.

2007-11-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm broken inside

thank god, it's over!(pretty much)
and yes,population came out today! :D

• Slept!
• crash-sunshine! (i love ya bitchhhhhhhhh!)
• screamos, chill-outs and novels indulgence at the carpark(i want an encore,anyone?(: )
• L word gagas,damn i want the full seasons!
• she and her slapdash nails paintin! (how dreadful hah! :D)
• botchy attempt at candle - makin( right, i screwed up the kitchen hah!)
• whiny love,thanks for the booze and flowers!
• met mum .town(aww,it's been eons i swear)
• dad fetched us for seafood feast(gosh,sinful)
• back to physics now! (:

im gonna take a breather, yeah. ( out of this, I need a break)

and sigh, i can't never get into NAFA/LASALLE. (mum's pretty against the idea,ooh bitch! D:)

2007-11-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Now I'm runnin and screamin

(i've got no life, shhuusssh)

screamos,any takers?
the taste,so bland. the mood, fuckin dull.

there again, freedom gonna taste so sweet baby.
im done with freakin ss,population be out,kthxbye.

drama ramas,pretty much tire me out.
(how much i dread this,but bitch. get a grip,fuck)

ooh,those with the artistic flair are amazin, jesus.

like this?
gorgeous please,gosh. dead,envious! hah!

and yes,my dad's damn adorable.
we go, 'Listen baby girl, I ain't got a motorboat but I can float ya boat' together,hah! (the way i are)

hah,thanks huh bud for screamin ,geez.
ass i love yaaaaaaaa :D

2007-11-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't ya believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving

Maybe I'm a drifter

guess,after all. i've given up. (right,nothang' new)

who crashed the house like she does,
who pop the shots, check out each other girls like she does,
who sneaked in with buckets of love,
who nags like a cranky granny(hah ya worse than my grand!)
who kidnaps my ted and darts round my house like she does,(gosh,sucker man!:D)
who gets all hyped - up together when we see babes,
who gets all hyperventilated watchin L word like she does(sharmen pwnsssss)
who listens to the rants,bitch - fits like she does.

bud,y're my sexzzzzzzz! (: hell XO girl!
yeah, on a slight note i miss bro too ):

2007-11-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

Got a thing for ya babe and i'm not playin

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where y're
Ya feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where y're)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make ya stay?

kind of jeopardized my phy?
right, the drugs got the better of me.

bitch, kiss my ace good-o-bye.
mon's the last paper, mcq can be shelved aside for the time being.

ooh fuck,my phy! jesus ):

holding fast to each of our sins,
im melted,once again.

so gripped,aww.

i think spooky's way better ! :D (btw,thanks sweetard!)

damn, gonna do it right,pwn ss now.

2007-11-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

I've already forgotten every woman but ya,
Oh sweetheart

i guess,amen. well,fingers crossed too.
phy's gonna be a screw - up. damn.
i've been sleepin these few days, bitch .what a time to get sick,ooh bitch!

i'll play it by the ear, now.
bitch, i need the prayer.(badly)

ooh,happy 2nd belle! :D
and 29 days to spooky's,right.

2007-10-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

get my attention like I'm giving to her

this is such an exception,
holler to ya sweet love.

inflatin my ego,
spurrin me on for other papers( geog had me crushed,so badly! there fuckin' goes my a1,rightttt.( it's gonna be such miles apart from my prelim results.
fuck,screw map readin! )

sucker for lovely,always so (:
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo girl,like nuts& cherries!

tell me i'll pwn the rest of the papers,righttttt.

2007-10-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

My heart's crippled by the vein

tomorrow's the day,
ooh baby,im all fired up.
hit it up,yeah.

i'll be back on 12 nov, in a piece.
Os's nothang.

thanks for the wishes,blessings my dears (:

and hey,darling. ( i received it!)
thanks there, though we don't utter nor breathe any word to each other anymore.
thanks girl,take care there too. yeah,i miss ya like fuck ,by the way.

2007-10-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

We are excuses

so near, that I sigh.
well,that's me( i've myself to blame)

late nights gonna be over soon,
aww. hang in there,honey.

right,and yeah .
i gave up.

see the surge of boost to the self - esteem ragin,
we'll make it through. with love above,amen.

pretty thang,im glad ya remember me (:

(edited!)
ya intelligence i can't measure up to,
great literacy talent, the gift of gab, ya flair with words.
so fine she blew my mind

2007-10-17T10:11:00.000+08:00

Take her and make sure she feels it

Instead of holding ya, I was holding out.
I should’ve let ya in, but I let ya down.
Ya were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance

5 more days,
and it's time, to get thrust sword blades, plunge ya lances, gear up ya armor and be all fired up for wagin war.

ooh my god, this is scarin the wits out of, me.
fuck.

i'll die of no regrets this time,
thou shalt survive.

(this dumb sugar's love righttttt. hah! :D)

(edited)
love ya hands down marissa! xoxx(:

2007-10-14T12:32:00.000+08:00

Drowsy, drinking,
I keep thinking

I owe my heart to ya, and that's sayin' it true

the wor'ld is ugly.
tainted youths.
temptation chronicles(pop,and die)
media control is highly overrated.
ignorance is bliss to those uneducated.

respect it,can't mix up or tamper with it. im pretty much speechless.(one strong love,stay strong please!)
hell no am i gonna change, i won't, i ditch every thought of it now.
stupefied.

The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again

always here ,give me a holler if ya want to, my belle. (le 14th)
take care my love, she said.

on a slight note,
cheese bites in car rides, faber drive ,naps on dear grand's and engaging parents are love.

2007-10-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

Caving in, any chance that ya, could see inside of me.

horror-struck.
i'll hold her in esteem.

saddenin,too.
I chose this chance and drew an analogy, 'lesbians are common nowadays'
she threw me the incredulous, tell-me-ya-arent-one-of-em stare, which has me crushed yet again.

it stays true,guys are such bastards.
prolly why i chose to remain as a homo.

fuckin upsetin,jesus.(with love, my dear.we're here for ya)

it made me realise im blessed,actually. thanks my lord(:

2007-10-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

And what it takes I don't care, we gonna make it I swear.

Bright, cold silver moon.
Tonight, alone in my room.
You were here just yesterday.
Slight turn of the head, eyes end when you said,
I guess I need my life to change.
Seems like somethings just not the same.
What would say?

tongue tied.
aww.

i miss these sweethearts good, ):

half!
bud!
le dears.XO
hun!(misses!)
hots!
sf!
best pal!
sm/sd!

take ya into my senses

2007-10-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

Put my face up in ya neck and breathe (aww, breathe)
Take ya into my senses

ya curse bout how awfully y've screwed up for chem pract (hey, i've checked a g-a-z-i-l-l-i-o-n times),and ya wonder. -how the hell the titration values were god- damn- low. (bye,a1.bye)
fuck.

ya curse bout how late nights of muggin sapped on ya energy.

ya curse how bitchy the ass can be,what illogical rants. aww,get a grip.( we don't deserve that)

ya curse how poor the dear can be,spendin his belov'd 19 in army. ) :
happy birthday,my sexy #1 love,bro!

ya curse how unexciting life can be, 'ya bet,i've got no life'
at the end of the day,ya glimmer at the presence of ya encouragin chem teacher,spurrin ya on like there's no tomorrow.
back to,study.

how cheap thrills like that turn frowns into smiles,
like how a low-spirited teen into a cheery young lil girl. aww.
thanks sweets,love ya! (:

2007-10-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

So hot with love we burned our hands

i detest thangs being wishy-washy.

let it end in flames

hey lil ms half, i miss ya!

chem tomorrow,baby.

2007-10-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

If ignorance is bliss, then I'm in

i guess,
i made it out alive?

sure does,4 years of practical work.
today's the last, i thank lcb btw.

i've abrupt cravings for food,
cheesecake day - outs? give me a holler.

hah,i finally get to see ya lady lust girl! (misses okay sucker!D:)
tell me the world's small,gosh!

2007-10-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

Bittersweet was the love that we shared don't forget I remember

Compared to the cold, cruel words that just leave ya lips
I'd rather ya pick up a rock, a stick full of thorns
For all the love that's torn us.
i gave up.

so bless me,my lord,
for better tomorrows, for the upcomin weeks.

i'll come out alive tomorrow,
practs don't screw. amen.

and,yes.
the cheap thrills of makin escapes,"Let's runaway".

hey,baby i miss ya sooooooooo ! D: (stop mia-in girl,gosh!)

love,right.
misses,right.
i beg to differ now

SWEETS: cheer up there! D: